Fill my cup Lord

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Hello, this is a video of me singing my favorite song 🙂 I seldom sing solo, please bare with me.

Like the woman at the well, I was seeking
For things that could not satisfy.
And then I heard my Savior speaking
“Draw from My well that never shall run dry.”

Chorus

Fill my cup, Lord;
I lift it up Lord;
Come and quench this thirsting of my soul.
Bread of Heaven, feed me till I want no more.
Fill my cup, fill it up and make me whole.

There are millions in this world who are seeking
For pleasures earthly goods afford.
But none can match the wondrous treasure
That I find in Jesus Christ my Lord.

So my brother if the things that this world gives you
Leave hungers that won’t pass away,
My blessed Lord will come and save you
If you kneel to Him and humbly pray

His way is Perfect

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Psalm 18:30 As for God, His way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: He is a buckler to all those that trust in Him.

Who am I to blame God’s will in my life? Who am I to question His plan for me? I am not worthy to be saved hence I am not obliged to blame Him and question Him for His way is always perfect.

I have failed many examinations, hundredths of job interviews, deadlines to meet but God’s grace gives me a reason to continue and pursue whatever path that I need to take. Yes, I have a lot of failures and disappointments but the world will not end because of it. It doesn’t matter how I fall and fail but how I glorify God amidst my heartaches and hard circumstances. And, who can fathom His infinite wisdom? No one, even the smartest person in the world cannot comprehend God’s wisdom.

I admit that I’m quite a perfectionist and I always idealized my visions which motivates me, however, it’s not realistic in the sense that it will not eliminate my problems. I have failed many times, but I’m not a failure unless I stop trying. I may have failed today, tomorrow, or in the future but it will not let me stop to glorify God, because I know His way and purpose is better than mine.

God’s plan is better than mine. Naturally, we are experiencing heartache, hardships, testing, and rejections because it is God’s way to test us and to fully trust in Him alone. I have been going to, fro and stagger and can’t find the answers to my unending questions but God taught me how to depend on Him alone. I have been discouraged several times, cried many times, even experience depression and several anxiety attacks but God was my refuge during those times.

We may not understand His plan and ways for us and the path seems darker and unclear as we take it, through all the confusions and seems God is too silent always remember that your life is handicraft by our Loving Father whose way is perfect. His way is perfect!

Work and School

Rating: 5 out of 5.

A woman of ambition, Yes! I am that woman. A student in the morning and a worker at night. That’s how my life revolves and by the way I am just an ordinary and simple girl who has a lot of dreams and goals that I want to achieve in my life. I don’t want to settle for less. When I was in college, I applied for being a customer service representative in a BPO company to sustain my needs and bills in school, being a part-time worker and a full-time student is tiresome. However, because of my determination and perseverance, I was able to manage my time and be a Dean’s Lister, tho I haven’t graduated with flying colors but achieving these things has a great impact on my life.

After 2 years I got to save up for myself and enrolled in the same university where I graduated and currently taking up my Masters Degree. What life taught me was, while you were young take time to enjoy and also never cease to learn because learning is continuous. Life taught us every day, every trial and testing teach us how to become strong and do not give up, every temptation teaches us how to recognize it and not to overpower us, mistakes has learning, every heartbreak there’s a breakthrough and many more situations and life-changing moments.

As a full-time student and worker, it is really hard to balance everything as your priorities are increasing. There’s is no training in becoming an adult hence adulting is really hard. But admit it, it’s quite fun right. What I have learned about being a working student is the value of responsibility and money, that you need to save up and there is no room for procrastination. Everything should be balanced. I always told myself that, no matter how hard it is you can do it. No room for dithering. Yes, I have a lot of struggles and hardships but it will not give me any reasons to give up. Giving up has never been an option for me.

If you are passionate to do things you will love every single of it. Just keep going! You can do it!

Living by Faith

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.

“Faith is believing without seeing”.

Is there any point in your life that you don’t know what will happen, what lies ahead, or if you can still overcome and experience breakthrough after hard circumstances.

Faith is a gift from God, which we don’t deserve it but it was given to us freely. When things don’t go out as what we have planned we tend to question God’s sovereignty. Most of the people have a vague faith which always questions God’s existence in their lives, these people lack true faith and don’t have a personal relationship with the creator. What does the bible say about Faith? James 1:2-4: My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; 3 Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.4 But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. James clearly stated that we should consider testing and trials as “pure joy” knowing that through these things it produces perseverance and it matures us spiritually.

Several times our faith has faltered because of doubts and fear, just seek and ask God for wisdom. Consider Abraham who offered Isaac his one and only and beloved son as a burnt offering, he did not waver and has prompt decision to follow and obey God even it cost his son. Even our faith falters, God is there. Even the atheist has faith but they can’t see it or have observed it cause they don’t believe that God exists.

We must ask faith without doubting. I have been experiencing a lot of trials, testing and tempting but I always think that God’s testing is to know if my heart is pure and real towards Him. God requires that we should have faith in Him because He is our Father, similar to your other relationships it requires trust and faith. God assured me happiness and pure contentment though I cannot see what will be the future ahead, I know God is with me all the days of my life by this I experience fullness of life on earth. This fallen world has a lot to offer, temptations, testing, trials all these things we will encounter while we’re still alive but we can overcome it. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding”, Proverbs 3:5.

Faith and fear don’t match together. Our ultimate goal is to please and glorify God in our lives. We must grow in faith and that’s what God desires for us. Keep on believing, keep on reading His word, let’s be grounded and rooted that whatever trials and testing may come we can overcome and live by faith knowing that God will carry us, sustain us and strengthen us.

Me, When in-love

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So....
Sometimes silence can be the best way to express your love
Deafening. Yes!
I may have been quietly lately but my heart never did
I wish I could show you, I wish I could tell
I think it's better expressed in silence
I'm just happy seeing you afar

Fin...

Perfectly Imperfect

We are bullied many times because of imperfections and flaws.

May I ask then, how will you define perfection?

No one is perfect, I think most of us know this verse. Even the richest person in the world has there own imperfections, flaws, and weaknesses. We are surrounded by mean and toxic people every day, which make you question yourself “I’m not good enough”, “why they don’t like me”. At some point in our lives, we experienced low self-esteem because of this but we can still leave peacefully and happily even if we cannot please them or can’t be good enough to anyone’s standards. Do not let anyone’s opinion affect you, you know yourself better than them. No one is perfect, nothing in this world is perfect and remember that you are not obliged to be one.

I am one of the people who has been bullied for having flaws and blemishes on my skin. I learn to love and hate it at the same time. But, I’ve also learned to accept it. YES! we have flaws and in spite of having flaws, there’s a great person behind with lots to share of. Your flaws are temporary, your weaknesses can be turned to strength, your blemishes can be healed, learn to love yourself and be “flawsome”.

You’re not here to be perfect but need to be real. It’s okay that we have flaws and imperfections but it doesn’t define who we are. Just be yourself and I think that’s the prettiest thing you can be. Just embrace imperfections and learn from it.

Fragile Heart

Rating: 5 out of 5.
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You may not love me today, tomorrow or forever but I will love you until my last breath

I’m not supposed to love you, I’m not supposed to care
I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there
I’m not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do
I’m sorry I can’t help myself, I’m in love with you

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over

Love is when you shed a tear and you still want him
It’s when he ignores you and you still love him
It’s when he loves someone else but you still care for him
And say “I’m happy for you” when all you want to do deep inside is to CRY.

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Agony of Love

Rating: 5 out of 5.
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I was once adored by someone I called my last
Last, that became another past
Past that destroyed and smashed my heart
A Heart that no one can mend, ceaseless tearing apart

I was once delude by some whose word so sincere
Sincerity that makes me believe his was so real but eyes began to tear
Tears that were not worth for someone who squandered my time
Time that I yield just to see you smile

I was once wounded by someone whom I gave my trust
Trust that he broke and tore it apart
Crashing and tearing continuously
Continuously splitting those fragments until nothing left instantly

I was once constructing jovial and buoyant memories
Memories that keep on taunting my mind
Mind that persists to continue asking
Asking a chance to preserve a love that is ending

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Twinkling Stars

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Twinkling stars, how vivid you are
Twinkling stars wish I could be you are
Twinkling stars shimmering on a brilliant sky
Twinkling stars sparkling like my eyes

Twinkling stars falling on the ground
Twinkling stars where thou art around
Twinkling stars can nowhere be found
Twinkling stars was gone without any sound

Twinkling stars why attract me most
Twinkling stars don’t look at me I’m lost
Twinkling stars my eyes still you even it becomes worst
Twinkling stars makes my night feet utmost

Twinkling stars so luminous and many
Twinkling stars fades in a sky so weary
Twinkling stars have gone in a sky so cloudy
Twinkling stars leave me gazing with a face so lonely

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Rating: 5 out of 5.

Midnight Thoughts

As I gaze upon the translucent windows
The Vividness of the starry sky adores me
Thinking someone someday will be at my side
Holds my hand and smile as we watch the glowing light

As I shut my eyes another hallucinating episode emerges
Dazzling smile all I see at the distant setting
Walking slowly to reach his destined point
And suddenly a pitch-black overlay the event

As I lay on my bed reminiscing the episodes
I thought of having you in my perimeters
Talking what bright future would lie ahead of us
But when I woke up, it’s all a fantasy

As night comes to devour my senses
I just imagine that such a story doesn’t exist
A glimpse on my face reflects the doom reality
That’s what my midnight thoughts say when love strikes me

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Rating: 5 out of 5.